Over a month
It had been over a fucking month
1 whole month
now it’s all back to square one
all i want to do it cut more
i’m back to not wanting to stop, or get better
i just want to my leg more
and go back onto my arm
i want it to bleed and
why the fuck is counselling taking so long
i need it
freezing cold
my mum keeps shouting at me
and that just completely fucked my head and
i don’t know
you said you didn’t and now
everything is just so confusing and i don’t know:c
It’s too difficult, I’m sorry.
I just need to cut so bad and it’s wearing me down trying to stop myself
I’m not strong at all
